Nobody's perfect (1)

Hi guys im here for a long time no write here in this blog.
But now im here with a new BL series.
Hope you like it guys my other Two Moons BL.


Ming

" How could you Kit..justt because you want mee to stay away from
you..you kiss Beam infront of me. I already know that Beam is in love
with Forth!! And you know it too...But you.. still.. arghhhhhhhhhh!!..

I  don't care if i have to die one day because of chasing you.. I'm gonna
make sure you are mine Kit..You will be mine no matter what.." I punch
the wall with my fist a few time untill my hand start to bleed.

I don't even care about the blood that slowly dripping from the cut on
my hand. I just need to think of something that will make kit mine. I
smirk when the plan come into my mind.

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"Kit...hey Kit...open the door.." I stand infront of Kit room and knock his
door while yelling his name asking him to open the door for me. After a
few time knocking and yelling the door open, revealing the person that i
miss.

"Mingkwan?? are you drunk?" He look at me and rolles his eyes. He
look kinda pissed off.

To be honest, actually I'm not drunk.. it's just a half of the plan. I just drink
a bit to make my mouth smell like alcohol... Spread a bit on my shirt then
slap my own face to make it a bit red... rub my eyes till its red.. And stood
infront of this small guy room. This is the only way to get him.

Without waiting too long i barged into his room. Pushing him away.

"Hey Ming... stop right there!... where do you think you want to go. He
close the door and locked it.. I smirk a bit then turn my body toward
him.

He walked toward me with an angry face. When he close enough to me, i
grab his waist and pulled him close to my body.

"Mingkwan let me go...! "As expected he will try hard to push my body
away from him. I smiled before i cooped his face with my other hand
and start kissing him forcefully.

He try to pulled back but i don't let go.. i kiss him almost 2 minute and
the moment i break the kiss he slap me. Hard...

I look at him and push him onto his bed. I don't know what has gotten
into me. When he slap me all i feels now is anger. Angry with how he
always reject me.

" Ming.. please don't do anything stupid. Please..
I'm begging you.. Stop it.." I know what i did wrong.. But this is the
only way to make him mine.. I can't see him with other guy expect me. I
don't want anyone else touch him.. Only i can touch him.

I crawled on his body and start kissing him again. My left hand is pinned
his hand up his head. With my other hand is covering his mouth. And my
legs are locking his legs right now. Making him can't move at all.. His lips
is swollen due to my force kiss. I bite his neck.

I used my hand that i used to cover his mouth to take off his shirt and
unbottom his short.

"Ming..please stop.." His tears fall from his eyes..I swear that i want to
stop seeing him like this..But i can't.. I can't..

I turn his body around and start kissing his back. My hand still pinned
his hands above his head. I unbotton my pants and take out my "blah blah".

And without thinking too much i pushed my "blah blah" inside Kit. I cover his mouth. He
is screaming.. and crying.. I know he hurt.. i know I'm being like an ass
right now..But i just keep going.

After i done, i slowly pulled my "blah blah" and sit at the edge of the
bed. I look at Kit.. He look so paled. Suddenly i feels like I've been stuck
by a lightning. What have i done... Oh God...

Kit pull the planket and cover his body.. He still crying. He didn't look at
me. At all. His eyes look so lost.

"Kit.. Kit..I..I.."

"I choose to love the wrong person.." He suddenly said that while his
hand trying to reach something in the drawer. He take out a few picture
with a few note.. and throw it at my face.

I take a look at all the pictures and note. It's all... my pictures?? I read the 

notes one by one...

I LOVE YOU MING..

I MISS YOU AGAIN MING..

I'M SORRY MING..

Kit...Kit, he love me...The hapiness one a last second when i look at

him now. Ehat have i done.. I rape him.. Ming.. You are a fckn idiot..

"Kit...I don't......."

"Leave me Ming...I hate you...Leave now!!" He look at me with an angry 

face.. I never saw him like this... This is my fault.. I'm so stupid.. I let my 

stupid mind contro me.. I'm such an idiot..

" I said leave!!.. DonÍ't show your face infront of me again." He sream 

again, and its make me stood up. He throw all the pillow and 

the thing  he can reach including his laptop.